haha, awesome. 'fucking' JUST made it on there. [and seeing how 'i' is #1, seems i need to reduce the uh. selfishyness. of these entries. or not; it's a personal journal, after all.]
wellp, someday i may break and indulge myself in risk and poisons. someday i'll learn how to handle death, as well. [in real life as well as the pseudo-death of conversations.] but i suppose i'll never truly know death until i experience it. [perhaps i am.... overcompensating my lack?]
'but i'm more than just a little curious how you're planning on making your amends to the dead.' if i have amends, they should die with the dead. but regret never, ever escapes you so easily.
oh, hell. what the fuck do i know, anyway?